Happy December!

I can’t believe that it’s already here… that’s crazy! I’m still young and already time is going too fast for my liking. I’ve yet to sleep (cause I’m a darn fool)… I tossed & turned for a while… then stayed awake thinkin about stuff, praying, & cracking up about random stuff! — Wish I could say that was a RARE occurence. (:

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So after 5 hrs in bed… I decided to get my booty up and just start the day… I wen’t to my favorite coffee/cafe place. The owner ended up taking care of my meal for me cause he sad that I was sweet and smiley and patient (I swear that God has been placing these compliments in my life cause my spirit was bleh for a while…Like, really, it’s HIM, I know it it), hahaha.. Apparently that’s uncommon in the morning… little did he know that I cheated and it was still basically a part of my “night” (; … Shh, don’t tell. I hugged the man… he was too cute. & No worries, I left a nice tip. — I wish that I could do those types of things for people! Ahhh! He made my day… I mean it! He ended up sitting with me and was askin me about the book I’m reading. (: I told him I’d bring it to him once I finished up so he could read it. I think I’ve made a new friend! / Grandpa-figure, haha. I love so easily… I know, I know. (I said love… not fall head over heels– comprende?!)

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Hungout with my mom as planned yesterday… (: Then headed over to Stephanie’s to hangout with her, Amanda, April and Steph’s baby girl, Rosalie… We had an awesome time, as usual. (; It’s hard not to with those ladiesss. We car danced to The Darkness: I Believe In A Thing Called Love about 3 times… I think between the intensity of the dancing and the frapp I had.. that’s what kept me up… Totally worth it. We considered taking pictures with this manger scene at a church down the street while we were on our way back from Mickey D’s & QT… but ended up not doin it (for now) cause it was too cold.. I’m sure we’ll make it back over there… prob tonight! Anywho… we were cracking up in the driveway for a bit until we realized that we were dumb as all get out for being outside when there was a perfectly warm house. Dumbdumbs. (: I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH IT’S BORDERLINE STUPID. I mean it.

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RANDOM THOUGHTS:

– I think for my New Year’s Resolution… I’m gonna try & stop pickin my split ends! I’m doin so good at not biting my nails as much… so the split ends are definitely next. Hmmm…I better write that down on a sticky note for my wall or I’ll forget!

– Still needta paint my room gray… Anyone wanna help me?! (:
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Finishin this… gettin ready… then headin to the library. (: Pretty psyched. Wish I had someone to go with me… oh well. I don’t mind bein alone. (: Then headin to hangout with my ladies… Derek is comin over! YAY. I haven’t seen him in forever… so that’ll be nice. (:

Correction: I’m currently finishin this up from the library… So yeah… what was I saying?

Oh! RIGHT!

I have a job interview at 12… For a bit I thought it was today… my sched. is so off. ): See, I need a more consistent job that’ll help me keep track of what day it is! (:

Then, at night, a bunch of us are goin out for a friends bday. (: The big 2-1! Woopwoop. Goin to this bar/dance place we usually go to… We could go anywhere with each other and it’d still be fun.

I should prob go… I’ve gotta find some yumyum books! (:

xo

HeyHeyHey!

Happy… umm, Tuesday, I think? (:
Oops, just kiddin, Wednesday.

I woke up early, cleaned, took Cooper on a walk, talked to one of my neighbors for almost an hour, came back home to finish cleaning and then snuggled in bed with Cooper– Side note: He has a habit around the same time every day of waiting outside my bedroom door til I open it… Then hopping in my bed and sleeping for about 15 minutes… then we play fetch–It’s a nice little routine. (:

(We’re out of laundry detergent and now all my clothes are in these baskets getting marinated in dirtyness and I can’t go anywhere til I wash them! What am I gonna dooooooo?!) — Baha. (: But really!

I’m currently watching The Young Victoria which deals basically with societal pressures and how she coped with them. It’s pretty much awesome.

Been spending a lotta time with my friends these past few days and it’s been soooooo niiiiceeee. (: WOO. Hanging with my mama tonight… she misses me. <3 The feeling is mutual. (:

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I've been really praying about this career choice… For so long I thought I knew that I wanetd to either be a Pediatric Dentist or open up my own coffee shop…

& now…

I want a job that makes others happy… A job that can lift their spirits and brighten their day. I wanna make people feel good… and I'm not talkin about becomin a doctor and slippin em some pills, haha. Nothing makes me feel better than when I see someone smile… I'm not just saying that. Like, I don't know, my heart gets all happy when I can give to someone… give them anything. Whether it's a word or a hug or a gift… Anything to see them "cheeeeseeee"… (: So I'll be sleeping on those ideas. I'll prob run em by my mom tonight and get her input.

Got to see Taylor a couple times this week. (: My lady friends loved him. Can't blame em, it's impossible not to! (:
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Random Thoughts:

Pretty excited for the New Years partayy at Steph’s this year. (: Yayayay. I just needta go buy a dress… which I probably won’t do til a few day before knowin me. (: Haha. Yayayayay.

Tryin to find a new job is ridiculous. Not really sure whatta do but since I won’t be startin school til next fall.. I need a full time one ASAP.

Get to see Mikey tonight! (Not Michael, the bumhole we all know…–but MIKEY!) He’s soo funnn… Even my mom is excited to see him, haha. He’s been wantin to hangout, so I’m tryin to conjure up the nerve to invite him to come along with some friends and I Friday night. (:

We have no food in this house…

I can’t get this mascara off. Lame.

It sounds like there’s someone on the roof…

Oh, about the no food thing up there ^ … Just kidding! I found some couscous. Yay. (:

I wanna see the movie 50/50 (: Maybe I can bribe my mom to see it with me. (o:

I should prob go get ready…

xo

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UGH, SARAH!!!

I know where my heart is! WHY CAN’T I JUST SAY IT?!?!

(:

I wrote out a nice long post last night that got deleted/didn’t post… it was prob my best writing to date! But… I think it was a sign from the Lord that I wasn’t supposed to stick it on here. (: Anywho, just know that it was all good stuff! I’m feelin great and laaaa! My spirits are high and all the stress has been lifted. Smilesmile.

Thanksgiving with the fam was amazing… Had so much fun with them. My cousins are hilarious and to be honest–the laughs were much needed. I’m not big on Thanksgiving food, but my aunt makes a mean party mix… so all was well. (; My baby cousins were gettin into the play tattoos and picking some out for everyone… It was so cute seeing how excited it made them when the “tattoos” THEY chose for you were on ya… Made them so happy. (: They’re beautiful. [I had a cool star by the way... (; ... by the end of the day, I think there were about 10 of us who had multiple on us, haha]

It was a great day. (:

Hope everyone had a Happy Thanksgiving!
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This mornin I woke up STILL full from the day before… (I ate around 2pm and was feelin blah for the rest of the day…) So… I ended up hoppin straight into the shower, doin my hair, and gettin ready for the day…

Got to see Tay today. It was nice.

Went to see Breaking Dawn and it was …. AHH… <3 really good. I'll prob have to see it again to get the full effect. (; Annnnnnnd… I am deeply in love with Robert Pattinson… not Edward… ROBERT. <3

My sister and I are currently looking at wedding & bridesmaids dresses together… for her! Not me. (: Although I did show her the style I liked. (: Anywho, she ditched me to go talk to her man… so now I'm just sitting here, typing this, texting people, listening to music, and sorta watching Beauty Shop — yes, all at the same time, haha.

I really wanna go for a walk or drive around but I'll prob end up goin to bed soon.

Hope yall enjoy the weekend! (:

xo

I don’t know what to say to make you understand…
I am not perfect, I have no plan,
I do not know where I will go or what I’ll do,
but wherever I end up, I hope you’ll be there too.

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Happy Sunday!

I hope you are all well.

This week has been a crazy one… these past couple weeks really… I haven’t felt quite like myself (nor have I acted like myself) in quite some time. I’m thinking it’s most likely due to lack of sleep considering I actually slept last night for the first time since Tuesday. I woke up this morning feeling AMAZING and rejuvenated and ahh.. happy. (:

SO! Lets see…

After a semi-awful Friday night that contained an argument, tears, rants, and an annoying boy… It rolled into Saturday. To be honest I was sort of dreading the day because I had to be at work early after a long night and Lord knew when I was gonna get off… But to be honest, my day at work couldn’t have been more of a blessing.

It was myself and 4 of my favorite boys at GA State… & it was freezing outside (I woke up the morning before running a 100 degree temp).. My lips were going purple, I was shivering, and feeling extremely lightheaded… The guys all gave me their jackets and one of their beanies and they huddled around me so I would warm up… I’m so blessed to work with this group of awesome men. They take such good care of me and are so caring… I love them very much with all my heart. I’d be lying if I said any differently.

Anywho, I made friends with the police fella who was there. He’s 23, his name is John and he is awesome. (: He went to his car to grab a scarf for me to borrow without me even knowing… he just walked over to me and put it on me… wanna guess what followed that? Yes, I gave him a hug. Later he helped me pack up and even carried all the stuff for me when it was time to pack up… Said a lady should never have to do that kinna stuff. Aww. Ah, needless to say I was surrounded by gentlemen yesterday. Very blessed. I know the Lord was lookin out for me.

On the way back from the job, Gabe was driving in front of us and he randomly pulled on to the left side of the road where a lot of homeless people were lined up sleeping on the side walk… I asked Jordan was he was doing and all he said was… “He’s going to feed these people.” Gabe hopped out super fast and was saying “Let’s go guys! We gotta be quick!” He started pulling out a grill and the guys ran out to get anythin we had left to cook for the people. They told me to stay in the van for protecting/safety reasons but to hop in the passenger’s seat… So I did! Which was great cause I could still roll down the window to talk to people… They were so sweet… One guy who was walking towards the boys turned to me and said “Hello in there! I see you! How are you sweetheart?!” He was so funny too! Was tellin me jokes left and right and had me cracking up the whole time.

Before the boys started passing out food… Gabe spoke to them for a minute… He told them that we didn’t pull over simply because we had leftover food… we pulled over because we genuinely care about them and that the Lord provides and He is always good… HE is the reason we pulled over. That even after eating what we gave them, they’ll still be hungry in a few hours… but with Jesus, the Bread of Life — they will never go hungry. We are only here because of Him.

He said a lot more, but that was basically it summed up. It was very cool… and very moving. I teared up just watching these people come talk to us and look overjoyed with a simple meal.

Even though the boys told me not to get out of the car… I couldn’t help it when I saw this little girl walk up with her mother… you could tell they hadn’t had much to eat in quite a while and their clothes were tattered… The little girl had on onesie pajamas with panda bears all over them. She turned to me and said “pretty girl” and stretched her arms out as wide as she could. I looked at her mom and in broken English she said.. “That’s her way of giving you a hug… (: ” I began opening my door & the mom told me I didn’t have to… but I smiled and hopped out anyways… I knelt down next to her and asked her name… She said Kiera. So of course… being me… I picked up her and hugged her and swung her around a bit… She was playing with my hair and then buried her face in it and went “mmm! (:” & continued on playing with it… I asked her how old she was and she held up 4 fingers and said 3 and a half… Her fingers were so small, one of them was bound to mean 1/2. (;

20 minutes.

20 minutes was all it took to make these people smile…

20 minutes.

This shouldn’t be such a rare thing… but the spontaneity of it all… it moved me… and although it was something simple, I’ll never forget it… and I’ll never forget little Kiera.

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Taylor & Alyssa made it home safely… <3

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Alyssa and I went to dinner together last night to catch up on everything… I've really missed her. Her dad undergoes surgery sometime at the beginning of next year… I pray it goes well… Poor thing.

Been hanging out with the family today. Much needed… Again… with the stress and lack of sleep I'd been going crazy… so this sense of normalcy has been really helpful. I swear it's one of the only things keeping me sane! We ate lunch together and it was AMAZINNGGGG… Sweet potatoes, broccoli, corn, cooked carrots, cornbread… and my dad cooked out chicken and porkchop steak thingys on the grill… I didn’t eat the meat, but it looked pretty! (:
^^I knew at lunch that I was goin back to bein myself when my carrots lined themselves up and I started crackin up… I even took a picture! I’ll post it, (; HAHA.

Hoping to go see Stephanie tonight after church. I love her. She and I have gotten really close. (: I'd been praying for a strong, good friendship… and here she is. <3

My phone keeps messin up, sheesh. I should probably go look into gettin a new one… but I really don't want to. I'M A BROKE AZZ.

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Hoping to go visit Kaila P. soon! Arizona has my name all over it. I think getting away would be good for me… I'm goin a little stir crazy here and honestly… I miss me! She always seems to help me out there cause she can tell when I'm goin nuts, haha. I love this girl. She's so straightforward and blunt, haha.

The other night, she and I were Skyping and she straight up told me I poison my own relationships cause I'm scared and I don't think I'm good enough for anyone… She's right. I mean, I know that… but I didn't know SHE knew that… I told her I was impressed. I wish I had her strength and confidence.

I'll work on it.
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OH! & maybe this isn’t just me… but I get way deeper when I’m writing / online than I am in person… Maybe I just don’t care enough when I’m chillin… cause everything seriously makes me laugh… I’m so queer. (:

Well, since I helped my dad grill out… I now smell like smoke… Superrrr. I should probably go get ready for church… boy that snuck up fast.

BESOS. (:

xo

Oh yeah… and I love a boy very much and every time I hear this song, I think of him. Blah. My lifeee.

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^Just wait for the carrots in a row… Hahaha, still cracks me up!

I Love It When You Read To Me

Ahh, hello, hello! Hope everyone is doing out there in the world. (: It’s Thursday! Yay! Happy (day after) Hump Day. (:

Things have been mediocre around here lately, but I cannot complain because everyone is save and healthy.

There’s a video I’m gonna share at the end that melts my heart… The first 500 times I watched it, I cried. It’s so beautiful and real and… WOW… this kind of love is so rare nowadays it seems… and those who are lucky enough to find it, I hope you never let it go. It’s so real. When people who don’t even know you are watching this video of you saying your vows to the love of your life on a computer screen thousands of miles away… and feeling all the emotions as if we were sitting in that very room… That’s something special. (: Makes me smile so big… like this !

If I’m blessed enough to get married… I hope it’s somethin that magical.

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Hmm, things to share… WELL!

I got accepted into the University of Virginia. Praise the Lord! (: Not sure if that’s where I’m gonna go, but it’s looking like I most likely will. It’s not too close to home… but not too far either… The perfect distance to have my space from all I’ve ever known and branch out and make a life of my own. I’m very excited to get started. I’m thinking about possibly heading there next fall… Student loans are going to be so high already, might as well go ahead and jump right in. BUT – before I do, I need to pray about the whole dental school thing a bit more… I don’t want to jump into 8-10 yrs dedicated to this program & 2 yrs in regret it.

Woo, Lord, please give me the wisdom I need to know what Your will is for me… I don’t wanna mess up.

Also…

I’m thinking about flying up to CT this summer to visit my best friend!! YAY! Her birthday is in July, so I may be surprising her. (: My other friend/ex who lives up there said he’d pick me up from the airport and help me sort the whole thing out… (: I hope it works out. I miss all of them so much!

AND…

I’m thinking about dying my hair… Not sure what color yet. (:

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Went to the mall today with some friends to try on dresses for the big New Years party! (: AHHH. Masquerade theme… I’m thinking… Pink, silver & black are my colors? Yeah? Maybe? I wanna get nice & pretty by then so I can rock whichever dress I end up getting… (: Or atleast TRY to… “try”: being the keyword here. I’ll post some pics at the end of our adventure. (:

Oh! & we wrote letters to Santa! I even kissed mine for good luck… Oh boy, oh boy! (:

Thanks for the AMAZIN day Amanda, Stephanie, Lynn, Cole, baby Rosalie & baby Miles. <3

TAYLOR COMES HOME TOMORROW. (: <3 YAY!

I love him and can't wait to see him… (: Although, I don't think he feels the same, eh hem.

I have a Skype date in a few, so I better go get my ish together. (:

xo

& the video I promised. (:

A few pics from today… (:

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Falling Back

Hope yall had/are having a good Saturday (depending on where in the world you are)!

Don’t forget we’re turning our clocks back an hour tonight, yay! Definitely gonna put that extra hour to good use (most likely by sleeping) (; Weird to think that I’ll be re-living this hour… PRETTY COOL. (8

Anywho! The Strong Legs Run today was AMAZING.

Such a great turn out. (: We were constantly surrounded by thousands of people… it was very cool. (: We were dancing and cracking up the whole time… I loved every minute of it. (: Then, we headed to Chili’s to grab lunch… After, I headed home to clean up and take a nap since I didn’t sleep at all last night (literally- NO sleep… I know, I’m a mad fool!!!)… I slept for about an hour or so once I laid down… on & off… Cooper has a way of positioning himself perfectly so it’s uncomfy for you, but so that he is difficult to move because of a) cuteness and b) his awkward position… Needless to say, he didn’t get moved. BUT– That’s okay, cause I’ll prob sleep better tonight since I didn’t nap too long. (: I’m not big on naps anyway… makes fallin asleep harder at night. Oh, & just so yall know, he’s currently laying with his head on my lap (snoring) as I type this… Precious pup. He can do no wrong.

SIDE NOTE: [AH! The clock just switched from 1:59 back to 1am! I'm living my 2nd 1am of the day, yay!]–Sorry, had to share… It was pretty awesome. (:

The bonfire was so niceeee… Ahhh, it felt amazing. I LOVE being cold cause the warming up process is always more exciting and fun than the cooling down process on a hot day… (: Right?! One of my best friends, Matt, came. (: I haven’t gotten to see him in a while and he’s always a good comic relief… Love that guy. (: Anywho… I was getting picked on the whole time (typical) cause I’m always laughin, comin out with stupid stuff & tryin to be the peacemaker, haha… I’M SMARTER THAN THEY THINK! >:l (; (: Grr… — I had like 3 s’mores, by the way… and I don’t care who knows it! YUMMY.

I’ve been outside almost all day… it’s been cold… now I have a sore throat & my ears hurt… BUT — It was completely worth it. (:

Hmmm, what do I needta cover real quick?

May be going to Disney World with a couple of my girly friends in January! (: YAYAYAYAY.

Okay! I should probably go get some sleep now. (:

Oh! Been doing some serious “friend” reevaluating these past couple weeks… All I have to say is that you better watch yourself, son…

On that note…

ENJOY YOUR EXTRA HOUR! (;

Sweet z’s

xo

Figured I’d share the song that I was currently listening to… (: Enjoy.

I Need To Be Honest…

actually… I don’t…

I mean, I DO! I just… not about that…

See, I had this whole post written… and then… my iTunes (which is on shuffle) went to a song that totally changed how I was feeling.. FOR THE BETTER. (:

Trust me, no one… and I mean NO ONE wanted to read the one I had originally written… It was way too much of a bummer and well, it’s prob best I didn’t post it… cause I woulda looked like even more of a fool than I already do.

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Hmm, whatta say, whatta say…

Well, tonight, I hungout with a ton of my friends who I haven’t hungout with in a while… It was SO good to see them. <3

In 2 hrs, I have to get ready to drive downtown to do a run/walk in my friend's mom's memory… She passed away a little over 2 months ago (I posted about it, I believe)… and this was the 5k she organized every year for children with cancer… but, this year… we're doing it for her. I'm currently waiting on my laundry to dry… it's what I'm wearing tomorrow to event… It's almost 5am… What's wrong with me? Haha.

So, I was going to get my hair cut off today… until my friend's boyfriend yelled at me and told me he'd give me the silent treatment til it was long again… Needless to say, my hair is still intact and still fairly long… & I'm super glad… /: Blessing! Haha.

I love where I'm from, I love having my family and friends close… but… I would LOVE to leave the country for a bit… go on a trip. (: To Europe, preferably… Take pictures and just.. backpack all over the place. Who's with me?! (:

Bonfire tomorrow night at my friends house. (: S’mores & campfire pizza (which is WAY more delicious than it sounds…) I can’t wait. (: It’ll be a good chance to clear my head… & not to mention — she always has the best bonfires. Yay!
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At night, I tend to chill downstairs til I'm sleepy and ready to go to my room & zZz… Since I'm not big on things being dead quiet.. I turn the TV on and also put my headphones in and yadeeyadeeyada… Anywho, I put it on the Food Network cause I always thought there weren't infomercials and I'd be set til whenever I was gonna head upstairs.. Uhhh, about 10 mins ago, I learned that I was wrong… There are in fact infomercials on the food network once it hits 5am…

On that note, I better head to bed…
Sweet z's!

& of course, a little Hobbie Stuart to lighten up your day… night? (:

GRRRR!

Hate to come back to posting like this… but I need to rant about my day just a lotta bit…

– I wake up this morning around 7:30 to shower and start gettin ready for work… Keep in mind I have a 30 min drive and always time it perfectly cause I know how bad I suck at gettin places on time… and I feel work is important enough to actually make an effort, so I’m good about it… anywho!… I put Coopy in his crate (hardest thing ever to do cause he’s just so cute, innocent, and willing and hops right in)… set the alarm, and got to the car to find that there is barely any gas in the car… and by “barely any” … I mean… my mom left it on empty and failed to tell me the night before/in the morning that I needed to leave a little bit early to stop and pump some gas in the car. UGH. So…
-I stop at the gas station (the most convenient one on my way to work../the only one before I get to the ghettoness of “HOT-LANTA”)… The nasty guys who usually are hangin out there EVERY MORNING… well, they’re there.. they whistle, they say gross things.. I pay and go back, pump the gas, leave… (in a hurry)… THEN…
-I head out and get ready to cross over this back road/shortcut thing… and right when I look both ways… there were CRAZY amounts of cars from both directions coming from LORD knows where… there are never that many people. Sooo, I’m waiting and waiting and waiting and… yeah, waiting. FINALLY I getta pull across and then… I waited some more. So then…
-I finally gotta get on the main road just before the highway… and catch every light. Yes, EVERY light. There are ridiculous amounts of cars.. coming from who-knows-where to go do heaven-knows-what… Virginia, Alabama, Washington… Like, come onnnn… This is a Tuesday in Atlanta, we’ve got places to go… like, work. So, people are driving a little too slow for my liking (I like to tell myself that when people are driving slow, it’s God’s way of saving me/someone else from an accident… makes me feel a little better)… Popo are everywhere… BUT! Fortunately (& surprisingly), I didn’t get pulled over… and I was haulin some serious AZZ.
-I get to work… and one of my cousins (who I work with) is going absolutely crazy as usually with his ADD/OCD/WHAT-THE-HECK-ARE-YOU-DOING?? self… Oh! & GUESS WHAT! I was only 4 mins late. (: Tada (; took me 19 mins to get to work, haha. Oopppsiee. (:O

THIS is where one of the best parts of my day was… cause I gotta ride with my brother up to a job site. We talked about a lotta stuff… He somehow always knows whatta say… & during our “lunch break”/break between shifts… He let me crash on his shoulder. How many big brothers let their sisters do that? I’m blessed, I know. & I love him so much.

Okay so… during the job… I had multiple guys have the balls to ask me out, ask me if I’m single, ask for my number, ask me to their college homecoming (I didn’t know colleges had homecomings? Buuuuut, I guess they do, so…) and a number of other questions. Don’t get me wrong, usually I’m flattered and yadee yadee yada… but today… it was SO frustrating cause some of them wouldn’t let it go. They’d come up 5-6 times asking! So … eventually… I went from being a single girl… to a girl in a relationship.. and by the end of the day… the little flower ring on my left ring finger… was actually a wedding ring… and I was married. Some guys even asked my cousin, brother, and Josh (the other guy workin the job with us) if they could BUY my number from them… I mean, ya know… heck, for a good price, they could buy it from me! Just kidding… But that was honestly extremely ridiculous. I HAD A JOB TO DO, MISTERS… and I looked like crap… as usual… especially when I’m catering. Thank you.
-People are greedy, especially when it comes to food. They’re never happy with what they’ve given… They’re allowed ONE… they want two. They’re allowed TWO… they want three… and so on and so forth. Story of my working days. LOVE people… hate greediness and attitudes.
-We get back to the restaurant to clean after being gone for over 12 hours… and while I’m takin a container outta the car, another one fell out of the side… and landed all over the ground with the leftover stuff… Good job, Sarah. Technically, it wasn’t my fault, but I felt so bad… it sucked.
-Nowwww… to heading home… couldn’t find my glasses sooo.. it sucked and I could barely see and I’m so thankful that the Lord was basically carryin my car… I’m convinced HE was. Yikes. Be thankful you weren’t on the road around me.

On top of today… which could have been worse but was just.. blah…

-My family is having a problem.. a “family crisis” I guess… more like TWO family crisis’ … Don’t wanna go into detail… just a big bummer. ):
-There’s a boy. That’s all. UGHHH.

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I’m sorry, I know I just complained the whole time… but I just have a lot on my mind. Next post will be better I promise. Thanks for lettin me rant.

Sweet dreams,
xo